al-jadeed ...

bismillahi nabda' ...

tak tahu apa yg terjadi pd sodeeq.com ... jarang benar berpeluang menulis, apatah lagi menekan papan kekunci - menatap skrin - melayari maya siber yg penuh maklumat mutakhir ... and every time I have the chance to do so - sodeeq down, tak punya ide or easily distracted by other things! allahumma yassir, bukan rezeki atau mungkin jari dah tak cekap menari ??? ehmm ...

i think i'll be here for a while, or for good - if things went wrong dgn sodeeq. for better or worse? Allahua'lam, just want to write a few nice things (yeah?) before the baby comes :)

ahlan wa sahlan wa marhaban bikum - especially to my first visitor - zauji al-kareem :)

ziarah huda and asbah tadi ... subhanallah, atem's married! cute je tengok gambar atem & suami - mereka nikah last week ... alhamdulillah, at least I'm not that late ... syukurlah digerakkan hati & diberi peluang menemukan berita yg dinanti-nanti ... moga dlm khaeer bahagia hingga ke syurga! my lil sis huda nak jadi pemberontak? ehmm ... what a word ... 'ala kulli haal, moga dipermudahkan segala urusan ... campus life was interesting (though i didn't manage to have much of it) erm boleh pakai lagi ke english saya ni? ;)

terasa rindu pd sahabat-sahabat dan saudara mara di kejauhan - sometimes you just missed them so much - not that you do not appreciate what's and who's around - cuma sesekali kasih ukhuwwah menjentik kerinduan ... uhuhu ... (i bet it'll be worse when my bestfriend will be far away in BP isk isk isk) ... i miss my lil bro too - a lot, too much sometimes - he was all over me last week ... "kak rin, meh duk sini meh" - "kak rin, nak ikut gi tesco" - "kak rin, nak ikut balik leh?", "kak rin", "kak rin" and "kak rin" ...

but as life goes on we'll walk on different paths, carrying new responsibilities, understanding realities and dreams, fulfilling needs - trying to do the best for everyone, everything - and may ALlahu Rabbi accept our little deeds!

hurmm ...

scattered thoughts - kinda out of words too ...

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